Beautiful May

The year turned into May. The trees are turning green, the sky is getting a deeper blue colour and the sun gets warmer every day. Now its bright when I go to work and its bright when I go home. I even found a happy song!

I still have bad days tho. Yesterday was one of them. But Im on a mission now. I have goals. And its just about taking one day at the time. I dont want to be a victim anymore. I want to help people again, not be the one that needs help. Not to much tho, thats what gave me problems in the first place. There got to be a balance between me and other people. I remember in high school when my best girl friend and my best guy friend were dating. I lived through there relationship, helped on both sides, supported on both sides, cried on both sides.

Im almost finished set up my room now. Its very interesting. I have my entertainment centre with my TV, PS2 and all my DVDs and games. I made my own little walk in closet and I have my beauty spot, with a mirror I decorated angel style. Its really worth a visit. And I must say, I do like that bed, even tho its smaller than my last its not that small and Im actually used to spend my nights in small beds.

I guess May started pretty good. And I know it will end great. May is a beautiful month. If you're gonna have a life, you might as well have a good one.