Holiday stress

Siri is on holiday. That would normally mean relaxation, fun and happiness. But not this time... Im red. I have two days left, but going to the beach is out of the question. Im tired, but I cant sleep anymore. Im sick of food, sick of sun and Im sick of not being at home... My lovely home. Im dreaming of the moment when I get out of the taxi and see my beautiful door with 123 on it. Im dreaming of my pink princesse bed that actually give me back pains. I even dream of the cold Ireland wind...

The problem is that this time in Turkey I cannot relax. Im stressing with everything and normally Im very relaxed. I miss having week-ends where I dont move from the couch. I miss not being paranoide, aggressive and drained for energy.

But in 48 hour Im hopefully at home, I will stress then also, but in a good way. I will stress with something I want and not something Im dreadiıng. I really miss the way you keep the world at bay for me.