The balance

Life is tough, life is hard. Life in unfair. Life is sad, life is cruel, life is beautiful.

Life is probably filled with more bad days then good ones, but it's what you do with the days and the experiences you have that matters. Of course we have to be sad sometimes, tears make us heal, but so do laughter. We have to find a balance. If you have more bad days than good ones you have to laugh more then you cry. You have to be able to cry when you are happy and to laugh when you are sad. You have to do the things that make you happy. Do not let people walk all over you. This is advice from a broken heart. I cannot take my own advice. That's why I'm writing to you, hopefully someone else can.

You only have one life, one chance.

You are the superstar of your life, don't ever forget that...

Don't let your life pass you by, weep not for the memories.

Who can save me now?

Siris world has fallen down yet again. The wounds are fresh, the days dont make sence anymore.

I dont hate men, I just hate what they do to me. They make me weak and insecure. Take away all of my power. I used to love when it was just me. Then I could just love myself and not think about what others felt. Now I need to be loved by someone else. I am terrified of being alone with just me.


What did I do wrong? Did I not smile enough? Did he see through my eyes the tears hidden behind? Why didnt he pull me back, instead of pushing me away. We could have been so good together, now we will never know.

I never had your heart.