Friday feeling

Its a strange day. Im happy, but Im scared. Im conserned, but I feel totaly safe. I am singing again, but I dont have any words. I am dancing again, but I dont have any reason to. Im living inside my own head agian. I hate being there. Its a dark and lonely place. But today, its not that dark. I can actually see light coming through my normally closed blinds. I can feel Im climbing. Its the toughest climb I have ever done, but its working. Im a good girl.