When I woke up today I was so scared. What did I do yesterday? What did I get myself into? At work I had three panick attacks, no one noticed. I read an article about depression, they mentioned 14 symptoms, I had all of them. I also learned that a lot of the things I do is signs of depression, interesting.
What happened yesterday is that I talked to my brother. He made me realize a few things I needed to change. I guess most of you have told me, seriously or for a joke that I need to see someone, but I have never really listened. I asked my friend how many years they have told me to see someone, she said 7 years.
Since I have to move out soon I figured it would be a good idea to start looking. One day it took me to find some place else. Im gonna have a look at it this week-end. The only problem is going from a king size bed to a 75cm one. If I like this appartment I will be moving out in just a few weeks. Its gonna be tough to leave Wendy and Sarah, my family, but sure I'll only be on the other side of the shoppingcentre, and I'll visit them as often as I can.
Yesterday I had one of those moments where everything is so clear.
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