Knowing

I know how good a Hello sound, especially if it’s followed by your name, I also know how it is to be ignored.

I know how good it is to be heard, I also know how it feels to be told to ignore your problems and smile.

I know how it is to think that your life can never be right again and I know how it can suddenly get back to being perfect.

I know how it is to smile and laugh and be happy but scream inside and just want to get away, but I also know how true happiness feels like.

I know how it is to love someone so deep just to get pulled back to earth with only a phone call, and I know how important friends can be.

I know how it feels to be empty inside just because you miss someone and how your whole body bubbles with joy when you see them again.

I know how it is to be popular, and I know how easy you can loose everyone just because of one person, one silly fight.

I know how your heart jumps when someone logs on msn and I know how it is to cry only because someone logged off.

I know how much a phone call from home with bad news hurts and I know how good it can be to have your family around you.

I know how it is to wake up with someone. I know how it is to wake up alone.

I know how a perfect kiss makes you feel so happy because you found it but so scared that it will go away at the same time.

I know how it is to cry in panic and I know how it feels to laugh when you don’t know why you are you are crying.

I know you can receive a million different good glances and a million different bad once.

I know how it feels when all of your friends are going to a party you are not invited to and I know how it feels to not go to a party you were invited to because you are scared that you will bring every one else down.

I know how it feels to sit in a crowded room and feel lonely, I know how it is to be home alone surrounded by hundreds.

I know how a barbeque party on a hot day can ruin a family’s summer. I also know it will ruine their whole life.

I know that kids are honest, nosy and wonderful. I know that kids are honest, nosy and horrible.
I know how it is to fall to the ground in sorrow, I know how it is to get back on your feet.

I know how it feels to hear someone has been saying nice things about you only to never be able to thank them.

I know that physical pain is bad, but metal pain is worse. I know you can’t heal physical pain with mental pain, but you can heal mental pain with physical pain.

I know how it feels to think you are going to die just to find out later that someone else did instead.

And I know